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 Aboil
Ensign
Joined: Nov 19, 2009
Member#: 9387
Posts: 36
Location: Living in Germany, why,oh,why?
   
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 9:52 am Post subject: |
 
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..but i left this time behind me.
So i respawn on January 27th 2009 and...
Here I am again !!!
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 xarrmanis
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Joined: Sep 07, 2009
Member#: 8778
Posts: 106
Location: chania
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 10:01 am Post subject: |
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..but i left this time behind me.
So i respawn on January 27th 2009 and...
Here I am again !!! |
Its good to hear that man  |
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 kanibaal
Lieutenant Commander
Joined: Oct 13, 2005
Member#: 973
Posts: 307
Location: netherlands
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 12:05 pm Post subject: |
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| 35, but i was dead for the last 12 years, so... |
What do you mean 'dead'? |
I mean i was not alife, in case what living means to me.
The only wish, i had in that time was to die. I tried it so much times and in so different ways, that if it won't be so sad, i should laugh about my failure, not only to live but not even be able to destroy that biological hull and get free.
Somebody gave me the nickname Highlander.
Everytime i woke up i saw darkness and i hate everybody, not only myself.
I hate them all for not helping me, not even see that i need help. I drunk, fix, fight and hope. Yes i had hope. I hoped to die, thru my hand or another.
Do you call this LIFE ? |
LOSER
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 diginferno
Rear Admiral (Ambassador)
Joined: Apr 11, 2006
Member#: 1771
Posts: 3182
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 12:53 pm Post subject: |
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@Aboil: sounds like you've been through severe depression. It's good to hear that you managed to get over it somehow.
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Aboil
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Joined: Nov 19, 2009
Member#: 9387
Posts: 36
Location: Living in Germany, why,oh,why?
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 2:15 pm Post subject: |
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| 35, but i was dead for the last 12 years, so... |
What do you mean 'dead'? |
I mean i was not alife, in case what living means to me.
The only wish, i had in that time was to die. I tried it so much times and in so different ways, that if it won't be so sad, i should laugh about my failure, not only to live but not even be able to destroy that biological hull and get free.
Somebody gave me the nickname Highlander.
Everytime i woke up i saw darkness and i hate everybody, not only myself.
I hate them all for not helping me, not even see that i need help. I drunk, fix, fight and hope. Yes i had hope. I hoped to die, thru my hand or another.
Do you call this LIFE ? |
LOSER
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Yes, I've really lost something. I've lost the need to get upset when i hear stupid comments from real idiots.
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 svart-valkyrie
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Joined: Nov 19, 2009
Member#: 9397
Posts: 2
Location: Hamburg
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 2:48 pm Post subject: |
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| Aboil wrote: |
| kanibaal wrote: |
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| xarrmanis wrote: |
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| 35, but i was dead for the last 12 years, so... |
What do you mean 'dead'? |
I mean i was not alife, in case what living means to me.
The only wish, i had in that time was to die. I tried it so much times and in so different ways, that if it won't be so sad, i should laugh about my failure, not only to live but not even be able to destroy that biological hull and get free.
Somebody gave me the nickname Highlander.
Everytime i woke up i saw darkness and i hate everybody, not only myself.
I hate them all for not helping me, not even see that i need help. I drunk, fix, fight and hope. Yes i had hope. I hoped to die, thru my hand or another.
Do you call this LIFE ? |
LOSER
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Yes, I've really lost something. I've lost the need to get upset when i hear stupid comments from real idiots. |
Hey Aboil, I'm glad to hear that you have overcome your depression. I dont know this feeling, but my girlfriend. I've known her since school and it makes me sad to see how her life is apparently fucking care. That's hard for them, I know all too well. Their gloomy, hopeless, and dominated by death and suicide pictures and poems she showed it to me. I dont know why. I am near her completely naked and helpless. No matter what I say, she only sees the negative. How did you overcome this "phase"?
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Aboil
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Joined: Nov 19, 2009
Member#: 9387
Posts: 36
Location: Living in Germany, why,oh,why?
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 3:00 pm Post subject: |
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@valkyrie
It's possible that this is no "phase", but her way of life (maybe a process to find herself- who knows).
It's OK as long nobody suffers under this. Not you, not her. If somebody do...I didn't know her age etc. but she's not alone. She has you and thats very, very important.
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Aboil
Ensign
Joined: Nov 19, 2009
Member#: 9387
Posts: 36
Location: Living in Germany, why,oh,why?
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Sat Nov 21, 2009 3:16 pm Post subject: |
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...and I've not overcome this phase.
The problem i had was, that i didn't manage with all the shit around me. The global change was, that i decide to see it and even it's surrounds me- not to be part of it.
Let shit be shit, if you can't change something so why worry about?
Maybe i needed a little bit too much time to understand this, but i don't care.
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 metalero
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Joined: Jul 03, 2006
Member#: 2087
Posts: 1800
Location: Venezuela
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Today is my birthday 41 !!!!!!!!!!!
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NOW IM 43 |
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 Azdragar
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Member#: 10419
Posts: 3000
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 Basher
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Joined: Feb 19, 2010
Member#: 10128
Posts: 3826
Location: Ebil domain
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32.. or so..
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bohun666
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Joined: May 06, 2010
Member#: 10612
Posts: 371
Location: Poland (Krosno)
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in august 30
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 lunarstrain88 
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Joined: Dec 25, 2009
Member#: 9680
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Location: Karachi, Pakistan
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Basher
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Member#: 10128
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Location: Ebil domain
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Dami
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Joined: Feb 04, 2005
Member#: 87
Posts: 2567
Location: Stalag 13
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Now I'm in the 26-33 category guys... move my vote!
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